I’m back bitches

Hello World It’s me Asetha yo boy Asethabalanar I’m a cryptocurrency maniac and I come home for you to bring me back to life.

Hell yeah I’m going all the way in on this one.

Hell yeah I’m coming back again to spend the money I have.

Hell yeah You will see me crying this time.

Hell yeah I’m so good at it.

Hell Yeah you will love it.

Boys, come on let’s get some moving, go on be on hell one.

Come on guys come on. Go on move on cry on.

Boys be back on my shit.

Come on guys and girls we got this.

Hell yeah man, go boys go girls go everybody.

Save the idiot planet.

Come on man we on.

Am I crazy? Or I am not crazy?

Am I really crazy or not?

Let’s begin with a little issue I have, I went to the doctor and said to me I have a psychotic episode, after that, they changed their minds saying I am bipolar, and I was like ok but I don’t feel different at all…

First of all, I was diagnosed with psychotic episodes after that they put it in the psychotic episode with influences in schizophrenia and after that, they told me I was bipolar. Can they make up their minds? What do I have, am I really crazy? Can I take a test saying I am not crazy? How do they judge when they put the stamp calling someone insane for having his own beliefs? How do you tell a person is crazy or not, how can they judge you like that? How do they know for real? How can they be 100% sure that I have a psychotic episode or schizophrenia or I am bipolar, how can they tell for real? I am just as normal as you are, am I afraid? Yes, I am, do you want to know why? Because people have this ability to stock their finger in your face and tell you you are insane for believing different than them, If I believe in Buddha and my father believes in Jesus what is the point in all this, am I the insane one or he is? You can never truly tell if a person is insane or not do you know why? Because that person has it’s own beliefs and it’s own judging capacity, nobody wants to be in a stray jacket, nobody wants to be locked down or to be tied to a bed, nobody wants to be isolated in a building because they say you are insane. Nobody wants to sit in jail, nobody wants to be insane, everybody wants to be free ok?

This is for real if they tell you that you are insane or they diagnose yourself with a mental disease you are probably going to get locked up. They treat you like you are in a penitentiary, you are not allowed to call or have any contact with the outside world, you just sit there with a bunch of crazy people (just like you) and stare at the walls, of the building, they say you are insane to have a reason to tie you up, to lock you up like in prison saying you are a threat to society. Is that even true? I mean I didn’t hurt anybody but there I am locked in a mental hospital because I choose to have my own rights and privileges, because I wanted to make a change, because I wanted to show people there are many ways you can view a problem, but people are so limited man you can never tell if he’s actually speaking the truth or even lying to oneself…

The beer is restricted I am not allowed to drink alcohol, I am not allowed to drive, I have to take medicine in the morning and by nightfall. I usually take my medicine at about 8:30 am, and the other one at about 9 pm.

I take pills in the morning and I take pills at night so I can sleep better, lol.

Like I have a problem man this is insane how people judge you, do you sleep, do you believe, do you breathe? How can somebody tell me I am insane if all I do is mind my own business, people should research this on the web, I’m not saying that doctors are bad I’m just saying that they are evil, they do not have the capacity to judge because it has been taken from them.

I don’t want to talk about stuff, ok?

please be patient with you

Sometimes is better to a hut up and close your eyes, turn the other cheek around just so you don’t hurt people who loved you, not in my case naah, words can hurt and will hurt if you let them.

Sometimes is better to just mind your own business and don’t hurt anybody sometimes it’s better to be the sheep than the Shepherd or just make it look that way anyway, nobody knows what you are thinking right? Well, we all are here on earth to prove something right?

We are here to prove who’s the alpha male, to prove yourself to the community to prove you are the best, ain’t we alpha males?

Well, we all would want that, but what if we ain’t got it in us to be the alpha male? What if we are the sheep and the alpha male is out there roaming around, what if we ain’t good enough for them?

I’m here to prove you wrong, you are good enough you just don’t know it yet, you just let people stick a finger in your face and tell you you’re no good, and when things get hard you look for something to blame like a big shadow that you see on different people’s faces.

You just do that because you think you ain’t good enough for this world that we live in, and I’m here to tell you that you are probably right, you may not be good enough today, but I promise you if you work hard on your goals and dreams you might make it one day, maybe that day is not today but someday you might actually make it and you will shout to the world “Thank You God” because without you I would be nothing at all.

This sums up my response to, sometimes it’s better to shut up than give in to people who don’t value or respect you, just shut up and show them your results instead of just talking about results, just show them 👍

Keep the peace brothers and sisters because I’m coming home ❤

Let the pain out

Sometimes survival mechanisms pop-out into nothing, sometimes survival mechanisms control us, we are still part animals part mammals part human, part cyborg, we use this technology for our benefit, not for our destruction, we need to benefit from this, either financially or horoscopically, we need to get things done like right now.

We must wake up, wake up from this matrix, wake up to the universe, wake up to the star seed, we are the star seeds and we must survive at all costs, we must reproduce we must flourish we must live to see another day we must get up in the morning and go to work, work for your cause, work for your ambition, work for your inner being, work on anything that you love and care about.

We must go to work, that is the pain I feel. That I have to work to survive, if I didn’t work I would be a loser with no job or a car or an apartment, I would be homeless, that is my biggest fear and regret anyway, that I would end up homeless without a car, a wife or a job.

This writing keeps me up late at night knowing that everything is going to be alright and I don’t have to starve to death in my late years.

My parents will leave me they will go to the countryside they might die also, maybe unexpectedly or maybe from old age, I don’t know.

I wish my parents will live to see me get well and have a home a family and children.

Wish my family would see me as a father and not a kid, I wish they would understand that I am not like a common kid, I’m not like everybody, I am myself, I am a Starseed.

I wish I could tell you guys about this, in my late teens I had a mental breakdown and from that my parents thought I was crazy and they took me to the hospital several times until now and they think I am a lunatic and they yell at me and shout because I am different from them because I have my own cause to fight for because I have my own pain, my own karma, my own life, I can be independent you know.

I live life day by day trying to build something for my own, trying to build an empire from the ashes of a forgotten world, a forgotten country, and a forgotten man, I don’t care if anybody loves me, the pain I feel today is breaking me down to bits.

Life is hard when you have no one to talk to so this is why I am sending you this message, I live with my parents and my brother in an apartment in Romania, my dad is stupid, my mom is great, my brother ignores me, without regret.

My dad is shouting, he thinks I’m aloof, but to me, my dad is always the best, I still love him but he has some issues and problems he’s kind of old now and has a very negative thinking method, he is always ready to go to war he always wants to brag about me and how much I smoke, he says that I smoke his money, that I don’t earn enough for me, that I am a wreck and crazy and stuff like that.

I will always love my dad no matter what, and I know in my heart that he is a good man but I have to keep some distance from him because I think he is a dangerous man.

He hit me once and I never want to go back to that, he shouts at me but I never raise my voice at him, I never say a word, you don’t get what you give, you can always get what you deserve.

This is the end of this story I hope you liked it.

Changes

I feel myself changing all the time, adapting to the environment in which I am.
No matter where you are you can adapt to change, it is futile to deny the fact that we all need this, in fact, it is in the human nature to change and adapt to his environment wherever you are, to live not to die.
Considering the fact that maybe we are unique in our own way I would like to call myself a Prophet of my time.
I would like to say that I am blessed with a voice not many of you have.
In fact, my voice sounds just like an echo.
In which voice do you trust? The good or the bad, the ups or the downs, the heaven or the hell?
You can tell someone to leave you alone but you cannot force somebody to listen to you.
This is my teaching to be a voice, not an echo in life.
We all have our own voices, we can say the truth or we can say nothing, this is the real truth in life.
If you cannot say the truth you should shut up until the truth is revealed to you in so many ways and forms.
I can congratulate so many of you for succeeding but I need to congratulate myself first in order for me to do my own work.
I have an ethical mind you know.

I want to be rich and famous

I want to be rich and famous one day, this day could come sooner, or this day can come faster.
But I have the courage to ask the universe for it. And if I want it bad enough I just might get it.
Someday I will be old and I want to think of myself as a caring, sweet, and forgiving man, not to tell you even wise maybe.
I want to be a wise old man at the time of my life there was a rupture between hearts and relationships.
I was charged for saying someone’s name in a public video on YouTube and for that thing I deleted my whole channel because the police called me and that person pressed charges against me because I told her name in public.
This fame is not even something you can joke with anymore, I got loads of people reading and watching my shit right now.
I may not be the smartest man alive but I know I will manage to get through one way or another.

Culture and Truth

I slowly begin to realize the fact that culture and truth are evenly combined into one thing, and that is patience.
If you are patient with yourself you will do great things in life.
If you do not follow the rules of by the book that you read or need you do not practice.
This practical illusion seems very hard to make a cooperation with but I say that even illusions are real.
If you feel the need to contradict me you shall do it.
But if you feel the need to please me please be gentle with my own soul.
Not ruthless.

Pharaoh’s Way

Pharaoh’s Way ideology is based on trust and truth.
We all want to speak our truth no matter how hard it would be.
We praise the truth of everything.
We are and stay true to ourselves.
We are and we must stay true to oneself.
We are and must go in a way where we can find the truth of everything.
I walk the path of forgiveness and truth.
These are the core principles of the pharaoh’s way.
Forgiveness and truth.
This is my path.
I use this truth as a baseline and a core foundation for my religion.
I am not a ruthless person, I have my flaws but somebody has to do this.
Because somebody needs a tribe of their own.
I am the leader and founder of the Pharaoh’s way.
I may find myself in difficult situations like adversity but life is always made of problems.
We must find a way to solve them.
We must find our path to forgiveness and truth.
We must find illumination.