We are here to live as one

yellow flags

Nothing in this world may sound so absurd and so grotesque than to live a life knowing you may not make it to its end. Nothing is more of a facade than to live a life by pleasing others, we do not wish to stay here to be obedient sheep-like lambs to the slaughter, we are here because we are the wolves that howl to the moon in its brightful glory we are the ones who hunt you guys down, we are the ones that do not accept slavery we are the ones you torment for being superior beings than others we are the brain of this hypocrisy of men and women all gathering around and having sex, we are the wolves that hunt the sheep we are the ones to say this howl of the moon when we gather around we are the ones who shout for aid than rather listen to what people have to say we are the fighters of this new glory apocalypse that is coming. We make this world better because we exist we are the Uranus in our solar system, we are the moon, the stars and the suns of all galaxies, we may be passing by but you will never forget us because we will live forever like this, in your memory.

The disease of the century

The disease of the century is only in our minds, we ourselves got to clean it and if we don’t we will stay sick forever, I myself am struggling from this disease trying to get out it’s such a big pain to me that I have to write this I have been badly hurt from my family and our ancestors we live so rapidly you don’t even notice I was there, do you?

This is for my niggas all around the globe we hear you talk we hear you speak we hear you shout from the bottom of your nerves, we hear you cry we hear you ask for help, we need your help, we need your hand, we need your rally for cry, we hear you sleep we hear you beg for mercy we hear you cry out for help when your mouth is wide shut, we can hear your nerves crying and cracking, we hear your mouth that never stops speaking and we are listening to it.

We know you are there, we know who to trust and who not to trust we can hear your agony we hear your despair we are here to set your free.

We are here to free you from your mind your ego, your selfishness, and your thoughts we can hear your thoughts crying for help and asking for forgiveness we hear your mutual understanding about this new concept of yours.

We hear you Mephisto, we are your tribe now, come and seek us, seek our shelter our gifts and our Narnia, come sit on my lap and cry for mother nature to forgive you for all your sins, cry for mother nature, cry for mother nature, cry for mother nature, cry us for help.

Let the pain out

Sometimes survival mechanisms pop-out into nothing, sometimes survival mechanisms control us, we are still part animals part mammals part human, part cyborg, we use this technology for our benefit, not for our destruction, we need to benefit from this, either financially or horoscopically, we need to get things done like right now.

We must wake up, wake up from this matrix, wake up to the universe, wake up to the star seed, we are the star seeds and we must survive at all costs, we must reproduce we must flourish we must live to see another day we must get up in the morning and go to work, work for your cause, work for your ambition, work for your inner being, work on anything that you love and care about.

We must go to work, that is the pain I feel. That I have to work to survive, if I didn’t work I would be a loser with no job or a car or an apartment, I would be homeless, that is my biggest fear and regret anyway, that I would end up homeless without a car, a wife or a job.

This writing keeps me up late at night knowing that everything is going to be alright and I don’t have to starve to death in my late years.

My parents will leave me they will go to the countryside they might die also, maybe unexpectedly or maybe from old age, I don’t know.

I wish my parents will live to see me get well and have a home a family and children.

Wish my family would see me as a father and not a kid, I wish they would understand that I am not like a common kid, I’m not like everybody, I am myself, I am a Starseed.

I wish I could tell you guys about this, in my late teens I had a mental breakdown and from that my parents thought I was crazy and they took me to the hospital several times until now and they think I am a lunatic and they yell at me and shout because I am different from them because I have my own cause to fight for because I have my own pain, my own karma, my own life, I can be independent you know.

I live life day by day trying to build something for my own, trying to build an empire from the ashes of a forgotten world, a forgotten country, and a forgotten man, I don’t care if anybody loves me, the pain I feel today is breaking me down to bits.

Life is hard when you have no one to talk to so this is why I am sending you this message, I live with my parents and my brother in an apartment in Romania, my dad is stupid, my mom is great, my brother ignores me, without regret.

My dad is shouting, he thinks I’m aloof, but to me, my dad is always the best, I still love him but he has some issues and problems he’s kind of old now and has a very negative thinking method, he is always ready to go to war he always wants to brag about me and how much I smoke, he says that I smoke his money, that I don’t earn enough for me, that I am a wreck and crazy and stuff like that.

I will always love my dad no matter what, and I know in my heart that he is a good man but I have to keep some distance from him because I think he is a dangerous man.

He hit me once and I never want to go back to that, he shouts at me but I never raise my voice at him, I never say a word, you don’t get what you give, you can always get what you deserve.

This is the end of this story I hope you liked it.