Am I crazy? Or I am not crazy?

Am I really crazy or not?

Let’s begin with a little issue I have, I went to the doctor and said to me I have a psychotic episode, after that, they changed their minds saying I am bipolar, and I was like ok but I don’t feel different at all…

First of all, I was diagnosed with psychotic episodes after that they put it in the psychotic episode with influences in schizophrenia and after that, they told me I was bipolar. Can they make up their minds? What do I have, am I really crazy? Can I take a test saying I am not crazy? How do they judge when they put the stamp calling someone insane for having his own beliefs? How do you tell a person is crazy or not, how can they judge you like that? How do they know for real? How can they be 100% sure that I have a psychotic episode or schizophrenia or I am bipolar, how can they tell for real? I am just as normal as you are, am I afraid? Yes, I am, do you want to know why? Because people have this ability to stock their finger in your face and tell you you are insane for believing different than them, If I believe in Buddha and my father believes in Jesus what is the point in all this, am I the insane one or he is? You can never truly tell if a person is insane or not do you know why? Because that person has it’s own beliefs and it’s own judging capacity, nobody wants to be in a stray jacket, nobody wants to be locked down or to be tied to a bed, nobody wants to be isolated in a building because they say you are insane. Nobody wants to sit in jail, nobody wants to be insane, everybody wants to be free ok?

This is for real if they tell you that you are insane or they diagnose yourself with a mental disease you are probably going to get locked up. They treat you like you are in a penitentiary, you are not allowed to call or have any contact with the outside world, you just sit there with a bunch of crazy people (just like you) and stare at the walls, of the building, they say you are insane to have a reason to tie you up, to lock you up like in prison saying you are a threat to society. Is that even true? I mean I didn’t hurt anybody but there I am locked in a mental hospital because I choose to have my own rights and privileges, because I wanted to make a change, because I wanted to show people there are many ways you can view a problem, but people are so limited man you can never tell if he’s actually speaking the truth or even lying to oneself…

The beer is restricted I am not allowed to drink alcohol, I am not allowed to drive, I have to take medicine in the morning and by nightfall. I usually take my medicine at about 8:30 am, and the other one at about 9 pm.

I take pills in the morning and I take pills at night so I can sleep better, lol.

Like I have a problem man this is insane how people judge you, do you sleep, do you believe, do you breathe? How can somebody tell me I am insane if all I do is mind my own business, people should research this on the web, I’m not saying that doctors are bad I’m just saying that they are evil, they do not have the capacity to judge because it has been taken from them.

I am bipolar and proud of it, I am not ashamed of me

I am bipolar and I am not ashamed of myself I can say it out loud to anyone, yes I take medicine to get well, Yes I have a mental disease, speak up people about your problems because they can only be resolved if you speak about them.
If you have a problem and you do not talk about it it becomes a bad habit and it will destroy you.
Speak up, talk loud but just talk about it, talk about your feelings, talk about your guts, talk about anything, talk about everything, talk anywhere and with anybody but just talk something.
You see the government wants you to be silent.
So be anti-government and just talk about it.
Talk talk talk about anything problems, sex life, even in public speaking do not be ashamed of yourself, do not be ashamed of who you are, do not be ashamed of anything.
Just imagine that you are naked in the big city in public.
Imagine yourself being naked and walking down the street no pants no bra no nothing on you.
Adam and Eve’s clothes so, you are walking naked on the streets of the big city.
This should be you who reads this, be naked with your soul.
Express yourself, express everything.
Express every part of your living being, Express anything.
Express yourself.
Express your universe my dudes.
Express the universe inside of you 🙂
This is my concept that I want to deliver to you guys.
Firstly I am not ashamed of my disease and problems and I want to share this with you and I don’t even feel bad about it.
I feel right now that I can talk about anything.
I can talk for hours and days and weeks and years.
I want to talk about it so just listen.
Listen to your guts my friends.
Listen to anything and everything your body says about you.
It’s the language of the body that betrays your attitude.
So we all can see that guys and girls.
That’s why animals know this and some of us don’t.