Who are you to judge? (Can I tell you how to live your life?)

I have been prominent with this fact lately that many people walk around mindlessly going all over the place where they shouldn’t actually be, like myself, for instance, I was down I was breaking, I was on the deepest pothole on the verge of a mental collapse I was everything you shouldn’t be, but I survive right? I survived what was and I will survive what is coming, therefore, I’m still here, I want to ask you some questions alright?

What if your life started from old age and continued to birth?

What if your mother does not love you?

What if your life was meant to please others?

What if I told you that you actually have 0 power of will?

What if I said some nasty things about you behind your back?

What if we will not ever find true love in this world?

What if we are actually aliens who have been born to earth to populate it to give this planet a meaning?

What if we have never experienced this before? What if I am Don Juan?

What if women like and want me for being tall and handsome and big and juicy?

What if I told you that this was a joke and you shouldn’t have read this at all?

What if this world in its chaos will sometimes deliver the most beautiful flowers to us at the best unexpected time and in the most unexpected place?

What if this world was made to create other worlds, what if I am beautiful?

Why do I have so many questions you should ask? Well I am here, breathing, alive, and I’m not rude to anybody so it’s true chaos out there there is nothing under control, nothing at all, we just fly like mosquitoes on our nearest target or victim, we just fly aimlessly into nothing, we will collapse from nothingness if we continue this way, but it’s all about cause and effect, isn’t it? Right, we cause something, therefore, we suffer the consequences of our own actions, this should be repeatable enough.

Have a great day ladies and gentlemen!

Let the pain out

Sometimes survival mechanisms pop-out into nothing, sometimes survival mechanisms control us, we are still part animals part mammals part human, part cyborg, we use this technology for our benefit, not for our destruction, we need to benefit from this, either financially or horoscopically, we need to get things done like right now.

We must wake up, wake up from this matrix, wake up to the universe, wake up to the star seed, we are the star seeds and we must survive at all costs, we must reproduce we must flourish we must live to see another day we must get up in the morning and go to work, work for your cause, work for your ambition, work for your inner being, work on anything that you love and care about.

We must go to work, that is the pain I feel. That I have to work to survive, if I didn’t work I would be a loser with no job or a car or an apartment, I would be homeless, that is my biggest fear and regret anyway, that I would end up homeless without a car, a wife or a job.

This writing keeps me up late at night knowing that everything is going to be alright and I don’t have to starve to death in my late years.

My parents will leave me they will go to the countryside they might die also, maybe unexpectedly or maybe from old age, I don’t know.

I wish my parents will live to see me get well and have a home a family and children.

Wish my family would see me as a father and not a kid, I wish they would understand that I am not like a common kid, I’m not like everybody, I am myself, I am a Starseed.

I wish I could tell you guys about this, in my late teens I had a mental breakdown and from that my parents thought I was crazy and they took me to the hospital several times until now and they think I am a lunatic and they yell at me and shout because I am different from them because I have my own cause to fight for because I have my own pain, my own karma, my own life, I can be independent you know.

I live life day by day trying to build something for my own, trying to build an empire from the ashes of a forgotten world, a forgotten country, and a forgotten man, I don’t care if anybody loves me, the pain I feel today is breaking me down to bits.

Life is hard when you have no one to talk to so this is why I am sending you this message, I live with my parents and my brother in an apartment in Romania, my dad is stupid, my mom is great, my brother ignores me, without regret.

My dad is shouting, he thinks I’m aloof, but to me, my dad is always the best, I still love him but he has some issues and problems he’s kind of old now and has a very negative thinking method, he is always ready to go to war he always wants to brag about me and how much I smoke, he says that I smoke his money, that I don’t earn enough for me, that I am a wreck and crazy and stuff like that.

I will always love my dad no matter what, and I know in my heart that he is a good man but I have to keep some distance from him because I think he is a dangerous man.

He hit me once and I never want to go back to that, he shouts at me but I never raise my voice at him, I never say a word, you don’t get what you give, you can always get what you deserve.

This is the end of this story I hope you liked it.

Love the World behind you

When I first started this blog I had no clue where it would end up, but today I have a mission, to see every kid in the World do whatever means necessary to make them happy and fulfilled so the next generation of babies would top up to the throne and never be alone.

I watched TV in my childhood, I was the kid with the keys on its neck and now I’m a grown man an adult.

I am here to subscribe to my newsletter for us to know the fact of the immediate principles that hold the foundation of our society. I am here to write on behalf of my country and my family, to write for the good of others.

Karma is like a wheel when you turn it around it catches you up by surprise, you may never know the value of a moment until you have lost it. I may write this to you for years and years because I am still learning what this process means, it is like a cocoon we are here the slaves to this torment like Lady Sylvanas said.

I make peace with myself and forever on we press on moving forward to our future. I am nothing but a motivational speaker, a writer in disguise in this body flesh of mine, writing makes me forget who I am for a fraction of a second I am who I want to be.

This world is crazy enough to hold us all, we are the children of nature and evolution, I don’t believe in God I believe in nature.

God is a man while nature is energy.

I cannot touch energy but I can touch the man, I am a man made out of energy.

We as the people must unite in harmony for our lives and our culture and our country, we the people must unite for a better cause, a better future and a better today and tomorrow

The system

The system

The system is made for us to know what is better , the path we chose in life or our habitats.

The system is made for people like me who follow deep thought patterns along the way.

The system has built in hydraulic patterns that govern all kinds of speacies.

The system was made for us to flourish not by mean and awful things we believe in.

The system is our kingdom to come by the Love of our God almighty in the heavens.

The system was built to protect and serve it’s inhabitants.

The system was built for a secure way to manage your funds when you don’t have none to spare.

The system takes care of our daily chores activities like walking on water and breathing.

As a Pharaoh I need this system to survive and make something out of this to conquer the whole world with it, the system is prepared for whatever it may encounter along the way. The system will merge and evolve to new patterns when it has reached it’s limit, the system will go on and on and on with nothing to do but just to exist on this planet.

Alone.

Forgiveness

When I find forgiveness I find my own soul.
I speak from my own soul, my own vibe, my own identity.
When I forgive I feel like a burden has been lifted from my shoulders.
When I forgive I feel like the world turns around to me.
When I forgive I feel like this planet earth is my home and I want to save it and protect it from harm and evil.
When I forgive I think about my appearance and whether I am beautiful or not this is the way I am.
When I forgive you I will stay by your side forever.
When I forgive you I will help you forever.
When I forgive you I will cherish every moment with you by my side.
When I forgive you I will stop doing you wrong.
When I feel the need to forgive somebody I feel the need to respect other people’s opinions on how they act and the karma that they have.
Forgiveness means giving back to the people.
Not stealing their belongings.

It is my time

It is my time to shine now so shine on, wherever you are, use my system as a guide follow it trust it, implement it and always but always be yourself man be proud of you you are don’t let anybody say you ain’t beautiful, I forgive you and I will love you always, with love, Asethabalanar,
The Pharaoh

Questions

Many people ask me why do I do this and why do I do that, and most people do not understand the concept of being a God, I was born yes, I have a mother and a father and a big united family, we all respect each other and try to do our best to make progress in this world.
The questions that bother me are like the ones you see on TV they are largely well misunderstood as the concept of watching TV does not comply with me.
I will not sit on my back and watch a show I do not even like even if many people think that this is entertaining.
The concept is that the TV is not a source of education but a source of entertainment.
And this is the 21st century, and we need to take care of our bodies and even our minds, we cannot see or behave as we see in others and their actions on a screen that we cannot even control.

Valla Gameplay

I’ve been Eminem’s number one fan for about a few years straight and all I can say is that that man is actually a super hero to me he was just like my dad for a brief period of time but as I grew I though I should repay all the things he did for me in the past so this is one of them.

I can say about him publicly speaking that he is not a bad person although he shows this in many ways possible, he is just a kind hearted and warm hearted human being that’s all.

I see him as a mentor for me throughout the years that have passed and now all I can say is that I carry his burden forward and fulfill his legacy to the maximum possible, because he is like my second father I love and care for him with all my hear but as I move on I found that he is not the only one which I cherish in this world of chaos.

So Eminem if you see this post I want you to know that I cherish you very much and appreciate all the work you’ve put in all your music and forward and so on.

Please be kind enough to be by my side as I move through life and always accompany me through life’s challanges even if you are very far away from me.

I am only 27 now will be 28 the next month and a week or so and I want to tell you that you are a great mentor and a good father so please do not be discouraged by my age in telling you this but you got the game by the balls, so I’m going to quote you as you said in the song ” Beautiful” ” Be yourself man, be proud of who you are, even if it sounds corny, do not let anyone tell you you ain’t beautiful”.

So that’s it guys, rock on the music again, I will be with you shortly after this message so please, do not forget that I love you all dearly you are all my human being friends so I want to say that I appreciate all of you all my readers and those who do not read until the end, we love you all, have peace, wealth , good humour, and respect to all your friends and brothers and so on, we want peace on earth so please I kindly ask you to be quiet and listen to the other people talking, we have suffered enough from pleagues and oppresion, it’s time to move on, do it for mother earth and nature, do it for our planet, mother Earth, ok so, this will go on forever now I call on you guys so this won’t take that much of your time, be quiet and listen to my videos and I hope you like them as much as I like and love and support and appreciate all of you who see me rolling. Good night all.